Friday, April 29, 2011

Today. 29.04.11

Today. Was. Mundane. :( Bored beyond imagination. Disturbed and creeped out by the number of people going to a single rally. I know that next Saturday was like polling day... But still... Do you really need how many thousand people to occupy the parking lots? We had a hard time going home. >:( Terrible. Haiz.

Anyways, I love it how this blog is like unknown. HEHEHEHEH. Cause I keep on changing the name of the URL and stuffs. It seems weird how life evolves. Think about it. At some point in time, you would have bound to feel unwanted, maybe even rejected by the community. Then, depressive. But after confiding in someone you trust, you are fuelled by joy and  suddenly, you feel happy. I guess it's kinda like mood swing huh. But it's your friends who give you moral support and help.

I really like having friends. They are valuable and to me, they are the best kinds of counsellors there are in the whole wide world. I love them a lot and I'll never leave them by choice. Really. I love you guys. :D

Cheeseball.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Growing up.

Seems like Imma gonna die soon. Metaphorically speaking of course. :)

In the short period of time since I last posted, I've got a new best friend, namely Han Qin En. :D (damn happy about that fact :D) She's nice, awesome and reminds me of Sarah. <3 I miss Sarah, and I kinda see a bit of Sarah in QinEn. <33

I am growing up. Turning 14 in about 1 month. Wow. So MUCH longer till my birthday.. :D Well, its like 9.30pm. On a school night. :D Mommy is out celebrating Ci Icha's Bday while I, due to lack of phone life (battery), am at home trying to get to sleep. :D

I don't feel very happy nowadays. I don't know why. Today I found out I wasn't captain. So sad. Anyways, I'll try harder next year :) VOLLEYBALL, I'LL NEVER QUIT. NO MATTER WHAT. :D Softball, I love you too, but unfortunately, I am attached physically and emotionally to Volleyball. I am sorry... :)

Moody-ness is very critical in growing up. Seriously. I love it how you get special privileges and all but still, you have responsibilities and your mindset starts to change... Pfft. How I wish I could go back to kindergarten, where the hardest choice was deciding the colours needed to colour a picture... :)

I miss a lot of stuff from my childhood. Haiz. I was thinking, how this blog is kinda unknown... :) Well, its an online diary right? I write my feelings inside it right? I am doing it the correct way then? :D I hope so.

Btw, before I end this post, I just decided to let you know that... Umm... I wanna have my new story blog. Its my blog where I write stories. Idon't know what but I'll figure something out. :) Anyway its late. Gotta sleep soon. Nights.

<3 and xoxoxoxoxo to all :)